yeah so i forgot i had a xanga until like 2 days ago....but o well

....Summer has been pretty good some bad things have happened...but good things have came out of most of the bad

I cant believe school starts in about a month ...normaly i dont really mind going back to school but this year is gonna be hell...by the first day of school i have to have 2 bookreports done and i havnt even read all of the books yet...i'm taking what feels like a huge over load of classes...2 math classes, honors history, current events, personal law, ap english and i dont even know what else...and i still need to pick up a life class because it will look good on my college aps...I really need to keep getting good grades this year and I really cant slip up because next year I wanna be able to take eaither PSO or PSEO classes and I have to have a really high gpa...but i do have to admit..deciding what i want to do with my life has taking a load off of my shoulders *even tho it means working really hard in high school* right now i really really have my heart set on becoming a special needs teacher I havnt decided on a college yet but i've been looking at a few and in the first few weeks of school im going to go on some college visits so that will be good...uh i've just been so stressed and im not meaning to complain but i just feel so over whelmed

..and guys are just so confusing...i think i might just concentrate on school this year because i already have enough on my plate with classes i dont think i need to try and figure out guys too...I just UH I guess it just takes time and I really hate waiting...just something I need to get over I guess...and im really sick of bad timeing...it really sucks but nothing to fix there..i mean yes it would be nice to get a guy that I could figure out and would actully not be crazy or a jerk but i guess thats too much to ask for! haha...but yes it would be nice to find a guy that actully is understanding and to have a good relationship with but that just doesnt really seem to be out there right now but im in no hurry...

Oh and in about 2 weeks my cousin/bestfriend Chels is going to come to Oregon with me to visit my aunt...my partents are going to drive us to columbus airport and we're gonna fly there...stop in Chicago to change flights and then go to oregon to meet my aunt there!...I'm really happy to get outta here for a little bit and just get away from everything *dont get me wrong i'll miss my friends and everything* but it should be alot of fun!

okay well maybe i'll try and keep up with this thing.....this was kinda a crappy entry because all I did was complain oops

<3 Kel

Well it's been a while since i've put ne thing in here.....so lets see whats been going on. Hmmm well Friday the 28th I started going out with Ethan.....I'm very happy to be with him! But on the down side of my week I had to go to the doctors alot this week and get X rays and get blood test and stuff.....I really didn't like getting my blood taken it hurt really bad and left a BIG bruise....but on the upside Ethan gave it a kiss and made it feel lots better! I went into school late today which means I have tons of homework from my morning classes.....and a Spanish test tomorrow that I missed and I'm not even close to being ready to take that but o well.....well I don't really think there's much else to say for now!

hmmm lets pretend that this entry is actully Sunday not Saturday like the title says......k....Well i broke up w/ Tony today....it just wasnt working....but lets not go into detail w/ that. I went to the park with sara today around 1ish it was fun! then i went back to her house and that's where i am now! alright well ill write more later tonight but thats all for now. bye!

Hey again! Lets see whats been going on in school...Well Tuesday was my 1st day back to school things went ok I guess Tony was being sweet as always lol...um today was well not to great...I don't really want to go into deep detail but to shorten things up someone *slutbag* went off and told Tony that im still with Abram b/c Abram being the Jerk he is told the slutbag that we were back together *HELLO EARTH TO HIM* we arn't and will never be back together! So thankfully Tony didnt believe the slutbag so everything is great with us...but it still just ticks me off that ppl have to say that...I mean dont they have ne thing better to do then pull stuff outta their asses? I guess not which is rly pathetic o well...Things with my friends could be better but I don't know...OK question time!.....would you rather be in love and never let them know? or give it a chance and take the heart break because you know it prolly won't work?

Alrighty well night for now!

Kelly................A*F*S<3